Bored as Fck

Nothing to do here.... geez work can be so damn boring at times. Ay no! lately its been hectic work, home and the love life.... geez! First work is just boooooring and a headache, fire me already. Home well let me see eh its alright just dealing with the same old shit... trying to find another place to live at. Move out of the county and changed phone number haha become a new person...... no more bd drama haha.... Love life hmmm its better now, we got our ups and downs and oh gosh oh gosh can it be hectic at times. I've realized the more you love the person the more things that they do bother the shit out of you. Dont know why I like being selfish with his time.. i need to accept he has a life too and just wanna kick it with the homies. I'm sure haha... no but seriously its true. Love the guy though aaww que cute finally...... oh yeah today is OUR ANNIVERSARY :) LOVES IT!!! Happy Anniversary to us :) love ya babes..... ok smooches

I'm sure

Now this is some bullshit.......... I got a new damn manager right, so his monkeyass sucks! He thinks he has eyes everywhere, I'm sure. He never acknowledges the people that really do work and help the team out. Only keeps his damn eyes on the damn kiss asses and boobies.... wtf??? fcken married with kids... well I got eyes too and I only see a damn jerkoff who thinks with his damn dick! aaaagghhhhh ok now i'm good just released some anger... ok back to work now.

Fresh Start

July 11, 2007 was the date my son was born and oh boy oh boy did I needed to make some changes. First needed to move on without his father, he was a huge mistake to begin with. But like they always say, "you learn from your mistakes." The only good thing that came out of that relationship was Nate :) Second had to take care of business before pleasure haha Liu (best friend) always told me that.... hmm so far so good though. Then I took my friendship with Willie to the next level :) the best move I have made in like foooooorever haha. He is great with Nathan so thats a total PLUS. After I had Nate, it was sooo hard to adjust to him. I was so use to being alone and never really shared my time with anyone. So once he came home that day ooowweee was that new to me haha. I was like oh hells no... he's crying, eeww he pooped, oh no no he just puked and oh no is he breathing haha. This whole being a mother was so scary to me ay no! And then having a boyfriend was new to me too, cuz never had a serious boyfriend/girlfriend relationship with baby's daddy. He's totally weird! his loss hahaha Yeah so all this was new to me! Now I'm a pro hehe.. no but seriously I am :) so proud of myself. Nate is bigger so much easier to raise, at first it was scary especially when they are so tiny. He's awesome! A lil bratty but he's my son and I love him more than anything, sorry babe hehe... now Willie hmmm well he's just like the awesomest ever haha i dont even think thats a word haha... no but seriously he is. He treats me like a queen, no princess a QUEEN. haha no but he does. He took me to Palm Springs when we were just dating and oh boy was that fun :) he showed me the best time ever. Then he took me to Vegas for the first time for our 1st Valentines!! woot woot! now that was like total royalty... baaaalling hahaha I mean I slept for the most of the time but it was still awesome. Stayed at the Wynn, ordered room service, shopped and went dancing woot woot! Now he always makes sure I'm okay and Nate too... love that about him!! Ok so now I can really say I'm happy with my life, hmm I havent said that in a loooooong while. But having Nathan and Willie in my life, I just cant ask for a better life :)